Saturday, January 30, 2010

There's no turning back.

I think I am having a mid life crisis....okay quarter life crisis.

Last week I started regretting leaving school. I wanted to be back in school, right then. So I went back to the website I had visited so many times and even saw my face on the web page a few times, the web page that was my life for 4 years. The website I wanted to be part of my life, right now. The website of my university.

I started thinking, maybe I can go back to be a teacher...the career I had originally gone to school for. Or I thought maybe I could pick up another certificate...something! Turns out I really screwed myself over. There was no way I would have the time or money to go back. If I would have majored in English I could grab a teaching certificate with probably a couple semesters. But no, I majored in Communication and minored in English like an idiot. I am at the point of no return, I understand that now. If I went back it would never be what it was.

So here I am, in MN, working.


  1. awww...I understand how you feel. it's ok to want to go back. but, it would never be the same. I've had those feelings before. Use your smarts for good now! ;) I have faith in you.